Saturday Rain

Today I did laundry and stayed inside. Rain is coming down in buckets outside...

D.'s boyfriend just got out of the penitentiary today. She is all so excited about him coming to live in her apartment with her. She has been bragging about how much great sex hes going to give her, and how lucky she is to have finally found a good guy. I didn't say anything negative...I don't want her to feel bad or anything but...
This is literally the fourth prison guy shes written to, and taken into her home. I have sat on the phone with her night after night when shes had to call the cops on them for abusing her. One of them actually dragged her down the street by her hair. When her other friend bitched at her about how stupid she was to still take him back into her home, she complained they were not being a true friend to her. No matter how much I want to tell her how much of a big mistake she is making by letting him come into her home...I wont' do it. Not this time. Ive told her before, and she only thought I was being jealous or nosey.

I don't know what to do about it...I guess its really none of my business. She called today telling me how she wants to buy the new boyfriend all sorts of gifts, and have a baby with him. Shes been desperate to have a baby for many many years now...
I just want her to be happy I guess. So I won't get involved.

In a week or two she will call talking about how hes cheated on her, stolen her money or threatened to beat the crap out of her.

**sighs**

its a vicious cycle unfortunately...