Dinner at 8

Today I spoke with "Mr.Phd"-the handsome professor.

He said he wants to definitely keep in contact with me. He feels that our keeping in touch will be a great benefit to the both of us. Perhaps hes right. I don't know very many handsome, intelligent professors...and he does have a wonderful sense of business. He has quite a bit of knowledge on alot of things and that is alot of help. Now the part about "Me" being a benefit to him? I'm not sure. Maybe he likes my companionship. I admit...I am happy that he wants to keep in touch with me. Its weird...but

I can't help it. I am so attracted to him. I have this weakness for handsome intelligent professors who gab on and on about intelligent mumbo jumbo...it drives me insane!

I know, its pathetic. Sue me! We had dinner together and talked about our lives. He didnt mention anything about his wife, and I'm not sure if it made me relieved or uncomfortable. Maybe I didn't really want to hear about his wife...then at the same time...what sort of man avoids his marriage? I am not really sure. I did enjoy spending time with him...it was really pleasant...

It feels like a Thursday

I found myself getting along wonderfully with this lady who works directly with KMA manufacturing. Shes very beautiful, sweet and so smart. I found out she is my dad's "mistress"...
The one who was in the middle of my mom and dad's "situation"...



The woman he ran to when he felt my mom wasn't giving him whatever it was that he needed...which was probably more than just rice w/chili at 3am in the morning.



My mom told me today that she'd already figured it out. She didn't seem to be hurt...
but shes really good at hiding her emotions. This isn't my dad's first or only mistress...


We found out later there has been several. I try not to let it bother me. I know my parents marriage is over with and hes technically "single"...Their divorce is final and they are living in separate zip codes...



Am I wrong to like his mistress? I even hugged her! After we went over paperwork, we hugged! I never thought I'd be hugging the woman that my dad "hooks up with"...
But...shes actually really sweet...



Oh well...



"C" was playing alot of silly mind games so I already let him go completely. I saw today that hes "STILL" been calling alot. I erased his number from my phone. I'm hoping that he'll eventually stop calling and hopefully forget my name and what I look like etc...




People tell me that its not too likely to happen...



but I'm hoping it will...