hmmm...

A girl named "S" asked me to hang out with her on Saturday. Shes a straight up lesbian with some very strong opinions. She said shes very attracted to me, but has a serious longterm relationship with her girlfriend.


"Its harmless...nothing wrong with just hanging out" she smiled. And shes right. Shes a really nice person and I love her personality alot.



I've hung out with women who were lesbians before. Its just like hanging out with straight women, except the personal preferences in lifestyle are different. Its so funny how men react to women who are lesbians or bisexual.

Once or twice I made the grave stupid mistake before of confiding in men that I was bi-curious. I learned the hard way.



NEVER NEVER EVER EVER tell a man that you like men but have a "curiousity" about women.

Why?


Because they will treat you like a total nasty animalistic SLUT.

Like your not human...

or a circus freak.




Most men feel the word "bicurious" or "bisexual" means a free ticket/invitation for them sleeping with two or three women at the same time or something...fantasy threesomes or wild orgies...



They will openly talk trash about all their nasty detailed little sex adventures and sexcapades around you with so much disrespect and indecency...like youre a man or a trashy street whore...or something unfeminine and perverted...sub-humanlike...

Its awful and very disgusting.



Thats why I've learned to just keep whatever personal feelings or any curiousity I might be dealing with, completely and only to myself. I would never share my personal feelings with anyone...especially not with a man. Yes, I prefer being with a man, but I do have a curiousity about being with a woman. And NO I don't mean some wild sexual crazy lusty, freaky type of curiousity...but more of the "EMOTIONAL"aspect of it.

The part of emotional communication on a higher spiritual plane that could perhaps be different than with a man? Maybe? I don't know. I've never taken a relationship with a woman that far before, so I really don't know.




Its very interesting the way men react...