My Tuesday Appointment

I went to see Dr.R. about the pains in my stomache.

"Have you ever considered having a hysterectomy"? she asked.

I wasn't really sure how to answer her question. Sure it has crossed my mind before, but its not something I've really meditated on or anything.

Sometimes I think of "What If"...

Like, getting married again someday, and maybe having another baby with my (someday)husband...

But then I think about all of the complications with fibroids and the fact that I'm not even "in" a relationship right now. If I were to even think of having another one, I'd want to be married. Although nowadays its very popular to have kids while your not married...and I'm not judging anyone for doing it that way. I feel like "whatever floats your boat"-

I'm only saying I would want to be married for it. And its kinda tricky even thinking about the "m" word after going through such a nasty divorce and custody.

My doctor says there is are some other options to getting rid of fibroids.

and I have no idea...