Magic Kisses

As I sat in the waiting room at the Dentist's office, I saw a cute couple with their arms around each other. He kissed her, and she kissed him back. They were both smiling and looking so happy. Gosh...I really miss kissing so much. The magical kind of kisses that make your head spin! Those are the best kinds!

The last magical kisses I had was with "M". I really miss him and his kisses so much. I miss that feeling of floating on air, and just feeling so alive inside...

I wish I could have that feeling again. I just don't want to rush into anything and end up heartbroken again.

I was so willing to sacrifice for the relationship and for its happiness.

Now, I'm not sure if I am still that willing anymore. I used to be so different.

When you go through so much, it can really change your insides.

I think if I were to see "M". now, he'd hardly recognize me. He might recognize the exterior part of me...but not my heart...